I keep thinking of how he's going to react when he gets my letter. I'd love to be a fly on the wall. everytime the postman pushes the letters through my brass letter box i become all excited for a few seconds and then when I see there's nothing there of interest my heart sinks again. I know it's still too early, I keep telling myself that but the sinking feeling happens everytime there's nothing there. I feel like a child. I have no patience at the moment and it's annoying. I just have to keep telling myself that It's going to happen, Jon will write back.